I am thirty-five years old and since I was a child I have always had problems with anxiety, shyness, sadness, problems with socializing and studying. In practically almost every area of my personal life there was some character problem. I was bullied in elementary school, middle school and high school. I failed high school twice and miraculously graduated at 21. I have never worked, except for two sporadic jobs that lasted a month that I then promptly left because I was too nervous to work.
At the age of 23 I began a psychotherapeutic journey for problems, in my opinion, of "depression"after a year, on the advice of the psychotherapist I went to a psychiatrist who prescribed me some drugs.
From the age of 23 to the age of 35 I changed several therapists and psychiatrists because I was always dissatisfied. I tried dozens of drugs including antidepressants, antipsychotics, sleeping pills and anxiolytics. Between ups and downs I have been in psychotherapy for 12 years.
I’ve had several relationships, all of which ended pretty badly.
About two months ago I was admitted to the psychiatric ward of the hospital for eight days because I had a "crisis".
I’m opening this AMA because I think it could be interesting. I will answer any question, but I would especially like to receive questions about my internal world, what I think when X happens, why I behave in Y way.
Given the topic I imagine I will receive questions about and from "victims" of narcissists, these questions are fine as long as I am not asked to diagnose or speculate whether Francesco or Francesca are narcissists. I am not a psychiatrist or a psychotherapist.
This is the result of a test they made me do in the hospital, I understand you have to take a leap of faith that it’s mine, but what can I say trust me bro
[AMA] Ho un Disturbo Narcisistico di Personalità in comorbilità con un Disturbo Evitante di Personalità
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